May 13th, 2015
I spoke to Ashley for 1/1/2 today.  I got a lot of information and reassured all of the emotions I was feeling were normal and OK.  I had been an emotional mess the past few weeks and could not stop crying.  I cried lots of tears of JOY knowing I was going to have another baby girl to love.  Also emotions of fear and anxiety of how long the process is and knowing our baby girl has already been born and is in China at this very moment.  Through all of the tears God kept telling me "I answered your prayer" and "My timing is perfect".  Thank goodness he was so clear because this journey is harder than I ever imagined it would be.

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